关于本书的决定和通知

关于这本书的决定出来了，在这里和诸位分享一下。（之前今天发的给我屏了，说我违规，我申请解jin，被拒绝了，那我再发一次好了，用英语，抱歉，我也不想，但是被人屏了啊，）

Iknowpatienceisararevirtuetohaveinthesemoderndaysformostfolks，soIwillgetstraighttothepointthenIwillsharethejourneyIhadyesterday:

Thedecisionis，thisstorywillgoon，Iwillwriteeverydayandyouwillgettheupdateeverydayjustlikeithasbeeninthepast10months，inimumofabout3000words.

Asforthatendofthemonthbenefit/minimumsupportbonusorwhateveryoumaywanttocallit，theonethatyoumustinimumtobeabletoqualify，myresponseis:

Fuckit.

Now，forthejourneyIhadyesterday.

Ihadtofightmyinnerdemonsonceagainandemergedvictorious，IhavetothankeveryonewhoshowedtheirsupportyesterdayandIwillnotforgetyournamesuntiltheendoftime.

ThisbookedafterIhadthattalkwithoneoftheeditors，hesentencedthisbooktothedeathrowbytellingmethesitewilllikelyneverpromoteditagainandthatIamnogoodatall.

Iwasfurious，butwasIfuriousjustbecausehepassedhisjudgementontome?

Theanswerisno，Iamnotthatna?ve.Iamfullyawarewhoisheandwhyhesaidwhathesaid.

Heisanemployeeofaprofit-centredbusinessorganization，andthenatureofhisroleisnodifferenttothosesupermarketemployeeswhomanagethefreshproduceisle.Bysayingthis，Imeanhehastoputthegoodlookingonesupontheshelffirst，howthisproducereallytaste，heain’tgoingtogiveadamn.

Andwhy?Becauseyoucan’thavearefundforwebnovelsjustlikeyoucan’thavearefundforfruitsandvegetables，youcan’tgetitbackafteryoutookabiteandhatedwhatyouate.

SohimsayingIamnogood，Iknowwhathemeans，hemeantIamnogoodasaprofitgenerating“vegetable(DrEvillittlepinkyposerighthere)”，butsayingthis，IamalsofullyawareIamnotperfect，coupleofreaderspointedoutspotsandgavesomeveryvaluableadvices，forthat，Iamgrateful.

IamnotgoingtodoubtmyselfjustbecausesomeyoungfellasaidIamnogoodwherehissolepurposeistoselectgoodlooking“vegetable”tobeputontheshelf---plusyouaretalkingaboutasitewhereitsSci-FisectionisfilledwithMarvelDoujin，yeah，yougettheidea.

SowhydidIhaveanoutburst，simple，Iwanttomakealivingbyjustwritingstories，Iwantthiswritingthingafulltimegig，notjustsomehobby，becauseIloveit，Ifuckinglovedoingit，Icanwritewholedaylongandnotfeelingburntout---unlikemostwritersonthissitewhostartcryinglikeapussyafterwriting2000wordsbecausetothemwritingstoryisatortureworsethenuniversityessay.

So，aneditordeclaresmyeansmydreamwillhavetobepostponedafewyears，again.

Andhowmany“fewyears”canyougetinyourlife?

SoIhadanoutburst.

ThatoutburstisalsoduetothefactIwanttogopro，andthatword“pro”isaheavyterm.

eoddjobbecomeaprofession?Itbecomesaprofessionwhenitbecomesrecognizedbythesociety，itbecomesaprofessionwhenitisimbued/infusedwiththestandardsthesocietythinkitshouldhave.

However，youlookatthewebnovelindustryinthelastfewyears，mostbecomefurtherawayfrombecomingaprofessional.

WearebecomingsomethingworsethanthoseAfricanhyenas，feastonthedeadcarcassoffallgiants，nevercreatinganythingnewandinteresting.

Writersareconsumedbygreed，writingisnolongeraprofessionthatrelyonyourknoyouaccumulatedthroughtheages，orlonghoursofstudy.

WritersarebecomingpeoplenodifferentthantheworkerswhoworkonafreakingIphoneproductionline，mindlessdrones，nothingmore.

Wearenolongertouchthemindsandsoulsofourreadersplytryingtostiruptheirhormoneanddopamineforfucksake.

Imeannodisrespecttotheworkers，butIsimplethinkwritersshouldnotbeworkinglikethat.

Ourworkisbecomingmoreandmorecheap，sometimescheaperthanthesugarinacupoffreakingmilkteaorthepleasureyougetfromafuckingjerkoff.

4000yass。。。。。。。。。

Ifeltthephantomprofessionisshiftingawayfromtherightthings.

IwitnessedthebirthofChinesewebnovel，seenitsmostgloriousdaysandalsoseenitsdownfalltowardsnothingbutaprofitmachine.

ThesearemydemonsandIhadtofacethemagainyesterday，butthankstoyouguys，Iwasvictoriousonceagain.

SomemightstartcallingmehypocritealreadysinceIamprettymustwritingdoujinaswell.

That’strue，butthenagain，Iamusingthisoneasawarmupforthenextbook，somethingfullyoriginalwithafullyconstructedebackgroundandarichstory.

ButIamnotcuttingthisbookloose，everybookismycreation，mychildandnoparentintheirrightmindcouldeasilythrowawaytheirchild.

That’saboutitreally，theconflictbetweenmyidealsandtheuglyrealityhadbeentormentingme，givingmephantompain，thisisthefateofallartworkersinasense.

Iamlucky，Idon’thavetorelyonwritingforaliving，soIdon’thavetobowdowntothegreedybastardswhothinktheyrunthefuckinguniverse.

So，amidfingertothoseassholesandadeepboyreaders.

Staywithme，Iwillgetthere，Iwillshowyouabeautifulword，anexcitingstorythebestIcan.

Iwillseeyoutomorrow8)